I am myself

2010-05-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH MONTHSARY BABY! MUACKZ!

2010-05-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

YOU'VE RUINED EVERYTHING! MY HEART HURTS DEEPLY UPON HEARING WHAT YOU SAID! THANKS ALOT!!!! I DON'T CARE WHAT IS IT YOU TRYING TO TELL ME! BUT YOU OUGHT TO REFLECT BACK WHAT YOU JUST DID! DAMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNN!!!!

2010-05-22T00:03:00.002+08:00

So excited for the IVP!

*oops.. i didn't update for the last weekend.. sry*

2010-05-13T20:15:00.004+08:00

Wooooooh....... Right now just finished my Silat training and relaxing in school for a while. Long time didin't update. Had been sticking to my schedule of dieting. Had to lose 6kg in one month. By the time reached home, tired, dozed off..... And good news! I've done it in two weeks! AND! I've been selected to compete in the Silat Competition / IVP.. ! Phew... Now had to train hard. It's okay. For the gold medal! Woooot!!! Those who want to know my diet schedule or plan, I'll share it with you some other time. Baby had been my motivation all this while. And she's the one who help me to win the battle. Oh well.. Been controlling what I eat and all.. No time for baby much.. No dating.. But after competition! I will do what I've been holding back! Yeah man! Those who want to watch the competition can inform me. Alright then.. As I promised, updates will be back during weekends. BYE!

I love you baby!!! Muackz!!

2010-05-12T10:08:00.002+08:00

Very very busy these days... I'll update during the weekend.. Promise.. ;)

2010-04-27T09:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th MONTHSARY TO US!!!
FIRYANA!! =)

2010-04-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

Good night baby.. Love you.. Muackz!

2010-04-22T08:35:00.002+08:00

Eh brader, kau aru jer kenal dier dah nak tunjuk perangai? Kau pikir kau saper ar? Kau bpk dier per? Kau kalau tak suker aku peh pompan campur dgn kau, terus terang jer bro. Tak yah nak tunjuk perangai sumer.. Kau mcm gitu, lagi org meluat dgn kau. Eh brader, kau pompan ke laki? Kalau laki, tunjuk kau peh kelelakian lar. Aleh2 mrajok pastu nak step marah tak tentu pasal.. Nak attention eh? Kesian kau.. Kau tak akan dapat la dgn cara kau gini. Kau mcm2 dgn pompan aku, aku tak akan duduk diam. Kau braper hari kenal aku peh pompan? Aru berapa hari jer.. Jgn step sachok ar sia.. Takder org nak layan. Lagi satu.. Kalau kau tak suker pompan aku jumper aku jer, kau bobal dgn aku.. Jgn nk mrh2 ngan sindir2 dgn pompan aku. Aku yg suruh dier jumper aku.. Kau ader hal psl ni, kau jumper aku ar.. Lagipun aku tak faham asl kau tak suker aku ngan pompan aku.. Aku tak kenal kau, kau tak kenal aku.. Jadik jgn nk pandai2..

2010-04-18T02:30:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry baby... I just want you to be with me all the time... =(

2010-04-14T12:26:00.003+08:00

Flu.. Sore Throat.. Headache.. Feverish Feeling... OH MAN!!!!!!

2010-04-11T22:57:00.002+08:00

U are now stepping into a new world..
A new school..
A new environment..
New people..
New influence..
Everything's new....

But all I ask for is.....

Please remain the same for your love towards me and your principles of life......

Just feeling abit scared and cautious over her... Haish......

2010-04-11T00:21:00.002+08:00

Alright people..

Gonna start tutoring..

I'm teaching Pri 3 -Pri 6 Maths..
One session per week @ 2 hours per session..
$120/month (negotiable)..
Preferably at Pasir Ris or Tampines.
Currently under an agency too.

Do recommend me to anyone who needs tutoring.
Will be my first step to achieve my goal.. =)

2010-04-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

On Friday, went out with my 2 best friends, Naz and Saiful.. Had fun with them! Word of the day: CUTE.. haha! Got alot of stories behind that word. Event of the day: GAY.. This too have alot of things happening that got to do with it. Went to watched "Clash of the titans 3D" then played bowling and pool.. Then roam around here and there. Review of the movie: It is good in terms of the fighting and stuff but the storyline is abit cock up to me... Seriously had fun with them during Thursday. Planned to go Changkat Changi for it's Speech Day but due to some reasons, plans cancelled. That day, me and Saiful were lovehunters searching for the right love for Naz. Haha.. But oh well.. Not yet fated for him to fall for any girls there.

Went to GVSS Commendation Day with Nabil, Naz, Affan and Afiq.. Nothing much to elaborate about the parade. Just would like to say, well done to the GOH. The five of us then head to Mac to eat our breakfast and chit chat there.. Serious stuff and also bullshit stuff.. Laugh2 then serious2 then laugh2 back.. Our main joke is: FACEBOOK... Not gonna say what it is.. Naz had his BTT.. Good luck bro! Blah Blah Blah... Next week started school.. Gotta know my new class and saw my new classmates' names.. Hopefully they are bunch of fun kids.. And easy to go along. Gonna go back to my busy, packed routine.. But oh well, I missed school. And baby gonna be with me in school. =) So that makes me happier..

Bye people! Adios!
Alalalalalalalalalalalala!!!!!!! Bloody Infidel! ;)

2010-04-07T01:52:00.002+08:00

Monday was great! It's me and baby time! After so so long since we really go out and walk2. All this while, we just meet for a while. Oh well.. Woohoo.. Although our main plan was cancelled due to some reasons for example: weather.. But it was still awesome though! Watched "When In Rome" then go to a farm (don't ask why). After that go ehub to eat and then stroll by the beach and just let time pass by while we use all the time for us.. Only us.. =) Photos with baby. So I can't upload it here..

Next week start of school! Excited! After 2 months holidays, I think I'm ready for school! Especially when baby is in the same school as me! WOOOT!!! Baby gonna have her orientation next monday to Wednesday. Too bad can't send her.. Gonna just fetch her.. Especially the last day! Jam n Hop! Don't know what mishief will people be up to. I might be joining along the Jam n Hop. Once in a year people! Haha.

I'm both happy and sad.. Hmm... Bye!

2010-04-01T03:07:00.003+08:00

Going to have a selection for this year Tertiary Silat Championship (TSC) 2010. It will be held on this coming Saturday. It's a big day for me though. And I'm going to take this seriously. Gonna brush up abit more and boost my morale and confidence up. Hopefully I'll be selected and will be at my top form by then....

2010-03-29T02:47:00.004+08:00

Can't wait to go out with baby..

For weeks or maybe months of seperations and not spending time,

It actually pull us apart more.

Here and there will still have arguements.
Although arguements between us is just small,

But then it is big if everytime arguement rose.

Planned to have a stroll/walk at Singapore Zoo with baby..

Hopefully this outing will make us liek what we used to be.

Q: How much love do you give? How many love do you give? How big is love to be given?

A: Just like humans in this world. As people dies, new one is born. But doesn't mean that those who had died doesn't leave anything. It leaves footsteps. Just like my love. How much footsteps are there from Day One when Adam and Eve were first in this Earth till now. The footsteps multiply on this Earth. The love from me will multiply too each day.

Can you count the stars up above in the universe? I can't too. It is infinity. Too many till it is useless to count.

My love is as big as the universe. Which is more than enough for you. And all of that I hand it over to you.. My love....

Good night baby.. Never feel insecure because my heart will never betray yours...

2010-03-28T19:41:00.004+08:00

Will never get it from you...
All I can do is just imagine it will..

Always got the wrong idea whever I talk about it..
In the end, the same thing happens..
You get upset with me and blabber here and there.
Change on the spot?
Never told you to do so.
But no progress been made.
I can't get anything..
Not from you or from those loved ones.
Nothing is going what I want.
It's not about me not liking what I've gotten.
But is it wrong to make me look at something different too?
Love is love.
Don't get it wrong.
Up to you what you going to take it as.
I don't bother.
You want to take it slow?
You want to grow?
You want to be you?
Up to you, alright?
Who am I anyway to change you.
Anyway, it's not about changing.
It's about trying out new things.
Never mind.
I know you won't get it.
I know you won't.
Not a bit.

Decision lies in your hands not mine...........................

2010-03-21T12:11:00.004+08:00

Wow.. Long time didn't update. Got back my laptop last monday.. So for last week can't update due to the absence of my laptop.. Don't feel like updating for the past few days. So here I am forcing to at least post something..

MY FRIENDLY! Haha.. All I could say is, it's a very big opportunity for me to learn and SP is very friendly, I tell you. Haha. Very supporting. Never boast around. I heard one poly school very stuck up. Thinking they are the best ALWAYS. hmm..

Got a shocking news yesterday... Tertiary Silat Competition will be in mid-May! We were all expecting it to be in June.. From today, I have around 1 month and 2-3 weeks left to train till the big day.. Oh man.. Although people might say, be confident.. But to me, I'm not confident yet coz I'm not very prepared. And there's another shocking new rule about the competition.. But I won't say it here. It suppose to be confidential.

Baby, let's just see what life going to challenge us ok?

TATA!!!

2010-03-05T09:13:00.003+08:00

whoa!!! my laptop been sent for repair.. It seems like my life is damn bored without my laptop especially when i'm at home.. Although still got my baby, doesn't mean she must always be there entertaining me ryt?? aiyoh.. Now using my sis pc... Just wanna inform tot he rest that I won't be online or blogging for a while.. FRIENDLY MATCH NEXT WEEK! ooooh..... this saturday might have performance.. forgot where it is.. but yar.. k then.. gotta go to work alrdy. bye!

P.S. This is my 100th post.. =))))

2010-02-27T13:31:00.002+08:00

Damn piss-off! 2 souls that drive me crazy.. If you want to show attitude and wanna show that you guys can be mad, I can show you mine. I have more reasons on why I should be like that. Small things... Very very small things and you want to make it this bad? Crazy or what? Do you think I care. I don't! Want me to give in? I can! But!!! What will be the outcome?! It will be the same old thing OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I don't want to give in without screwing anything into your heads. People don't understand! Coz they think that I am the one with the ego. It's not me being too egoistic. It's them being too unreasonable and I as a human who have feelings too should do something about it. And not be a damn spoilt stupid robot that just give in. I can't even talk things out, how should they understand them? Do they understand me or even spare time to understand me? No! Fed up? I am more fed up than you guys! Never even supported me.. Pfft... Who is more damn angry and piss off? Who's the one been keeping quiet? DAMMIT!!!! HATRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-27T00:11:00.002+08:00

Happy 15th month anniversary!!!

So fast! It's already a year plus.. Love to be by your side.. The only one that I have that will always be by me. Up and Down, she's there.. haiz... Life is beautiful with love...

2010-02-25T20:51:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

End of Annual Silat Camp yesterday.. Went home straight as feeling very very tired. Once home, something happen, bla bla bla... Don't want to elaborate what happen. Basically, about the camp.. It was awesome! It was tough. But we are able to go through it cause we have a very bonded and united team. We go through it as one team and that make us feel the toughness is not a match for us. Not a waste for me being active back in Silat. We learnt alot in this camp. And we laughed alot too! Right now, my whole body is aching.. From head to toe. But it's worthwhile. The new committee members were announced on the last day of camp..

Captain: Afiq Shah
Vice-Captain: Andika & Ajul
Secretary: Izzah
Treasurer: Pauline
Welfare: Farhan Ib
Logistics: Me & Yusoff

Today didn't go to work because i can't even walk properly.. And was too tired and weak. March gonna be a hectic and tiring month. Let me tell you why...

13th March: RP vs SP
14th March: 5km Run in the NorthEast Run
27th March: RP vs NP

Now you get it?? Gosh....

That's it I think for now.. BYE! AND GOODNIGHT!

2010-02-19T22:53:00.001+08:00

I still insist on meeting you tomorrow..... :(
Been crushed..... But oh well......

2010-02-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

A picture taken just now...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all that is affected by this wish.

Long long holiday. It feels like "at last!". End of Year 1.. 2 months holidays. My concentration now will be on Silat and work. ^.^.... This CNY holiday have been doing alot of eating. Oh god! Gonna lose back those weight fast. Next week gonna have my Silat Camp for 2 days. The second day will be having a friendly match against Singapore Poly. WOOHHOOOO!!! But also, OOOOH NOOOO!!!!! Gonna do alot of moral booster. For me, 2 main things coming up. Match against SP which is next week and also a 5km run on 14th March. Planned to take 16km instead of 5km but when I think back, I'm not prepared for that yet. Gonna buy energy bar and energy gel for these both upcoming events. Gain alot of energy!

Us.....
I still remember the days when we were still friends... In our friendship, little naughty feelings of love came.. And the best part is, not only one of us but both.. We spent alot of joyful time together. We were too comfortable with each other that when we were away from each other, we will really feel a lost.. Even though we were still just friends and unsure about our feelings. We were trying hard to stick to our friendship and just go by the flow. But the flow lead us to love that is full of sincerity, joy, happiness and etc. Our journey had makes us into a better couple. Our dedication and commitment to each other brought us this far. Too far than what I've expected. Never been through this much of love till you came into my life. The moment you make your first step into my life, my life brights up. I was not confident about love.. But you make me be strong and firm into thinking what is love. Love is beautiful.. Love is everything. Love have it's up and down but with love, nothing is impossible to be solved and it is impossible to be tear apart... All you need is love.. True love... A love that is sincere and come from only the heart.. Baby, I love you....

Our love..............

2010-02-10T00:34:00.004+08:00

Now damn bored.. Studying MATHS!! For goodness sake! It's Maths!!! How can I register Maths into an anti-Maths brain of mine! Temptation to do all sorts of things just to get me away from Maths. Dammit... Now as you can see, I'm updating due to boredom..

Is this what I should do now? SLEEP! Yeah peeps! Feel like shutting down my laptop now and go to sleep. It's going to 1 already! ZZZZ..... That all people.. Just want to release abit of my boredom here. BYE!!!!

2010-02-02T19:44:00.003+08:00

Gosh.... Right now bored in school studying... ZZZZ..... Now, together with Nana and Azmi, waiting for Nad, Priya, Hanis and Kel.. Thanks eh korang aiyoh!! zzzz..... so tired.....

2010-01-30T00:29:00.003+08:00

Today was a very nice day and calm day for me.. I don't know but I just feel that way.. Nothing so much to think about and everything is not so rushing.. Cognitive today and it was like normal.. Bored but still can cope. Unlike Maths or Physics. After school, went lepak at normal place. Then chiow at 5.45 coz meeting baby at Tamp Mall at 7. We had planned to watch Tooth Fairy. At first I thought it's just those normal2 movie. But it turn out another way! It's awesome! Funny! And some advices that is needed to be taken into our daily life too. You guys should watch it. After that went to Pastamania to eat. Baby's treat. So sweet. Thank you.. haha. Believe it or not, it's my first time eating at Pastamania, so for the first impression is: The food is not bad. It's nice. Can't remember the name of what I eat but it's meatball something2. The garlic bread is nice plus the mocha. Wooot.. Ok2. After that waited for taxi for ard 20 mins and never even a taxi that is not hired present. So long of waiting, we decided to take bus to baby's house bus stop and I board taxi from there. Waited for around nearly 10 more mins. Wah... Tonight is very busy for taxi drivers. Congrats! Okay2. Tomorrow Silat training.. AND!!! UT3 is just next 2 weeks! Haven't prepared yet! Gosh! Don't want to repeat any modules especially Maths and Physics. Scary.. But hopefully still can pass.. Ok then peeps. Till here. Take care! BBY!!!!! I love you!!!!!

2010-01-26T09:22:00.002+08:00

To my one and only bby,

Happy 17th birthday..

It's been a pleasure to be here with you on your birthday

And this will be the 2nd year that I'm with you on your birthday..

Hopefully, I'll still be with you on your every birthday..
I promise I'll be sincere with my love towards you...
Love you................

Not forgetting to Hwee Ling, Happy Birthday to you too!

2010-01-22T10:59:00.001+08:00

Boys are like stars.. There are millions out there.. But only one can make your dreams come true.. And baby, I'll be that one star that will make your dreams come true..

Love you, Liyana Binte Muhammad Adam!!

2010-01-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

Now I'm started to feel like I'm sick of school. It's like very very boring already. Irritated with faci and the problems... K.. Let's put aside that.. You get my point.

Next is...Why am I feeling this way? I don't know but all I want to say is.... Anyone who dares to even get an inch closer to her than what I expect you to be, you're testing the luck that is given to you. And to those who still in the range of safe zone, you're not as safe as you think you are. My eyes will be on you... I am no guy who will just let go...

And to people out there, have a great day!!!! bye.

2010-01-08T23:59:00.004+08:00

School this week sucks... I couldn't focus... Couldn't set my mind right... Have been sleeping, lepaking, and lazying. I don't know why but I just couldn't be at the right mindset to study.. Maybe I haven't yet change my gear to study mode. Oh well, don't talk about studies. IVP tournament is near! Now all are going to intensive mode. As for me, from Class H, I've move up to Class I. That's bad.. Maybe.... Gonna perform for the Open House later on. Have to reach there at 9.30am... zzzz.... Most probably after that, have to rush home for a wedding that is needed to be attended.
Monday will be the day that baby take her O Level Results. Good luck baby! Don't worry so much!
There will be MCG welcome tea on Monday.. Theme:Blue & White...
To kel: Bro, we'll be always here for you...

K then bye!

2010-01-03T18:22:00.003+08:00

haish... when i want something je... kene mrh... ok fine.. this is you... the original you... but then, is it wrong to just try out something new or do something diff? bkn nye for anybody else. for me! i'm rushing? for goodness sake, i'm not! when i want something, means i'm hoping for it... so when i hope for it, i will ask for it for a few times.. but i didn't really expect it to happen that very moment.. when there's explaination, i will accept... but the thing is, just now u nvr explain, and i don't even know anything... but when u explain, did i continue? no! but u? u the one who keep continue! pujuk u??? how to? tell me.... u make i bingit more, how to pujuk? look at other ppl then want u to be lyk them? i dun want u to be lyk them... u is u... not anyone else... but i get ideas from them and i try to c if whether it suit u... so i SUGGEST it.... and there u r keep getting the wrong idea.... repeatedly... nonstop.. topic finish, but still saying this type of things. saper tk sakit hati when u say i can go to other girls and i can luper u and u merendahkan diri u sendiri and u say i tk appreciate and say i pikir u tk lawa and all... saper yg tk sakit hati???? i am! when i say abit, u get the message all wrong and it's my fault.... k fine.. it's my fault to start the arguement. but then i tried to stop it.. did it work? no because u keep saying nonsense. i don't know what else to say anymore to u....

2009-12-29T23:45:00.002+08:00

Our relationship is going like this for now...
But it will soon hike up back...
Hopefully...........................

2009-12-27T23:16:00.001+08:00

Today marks the 13 months of our relationships

Haiyoh... Everytime ader2 jer reasons nye. naek bingit......

2009-12-18T20:35:00.002+08:00

Okay people!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry peeps for not updating for a long time.. Seriously, my schedule have been very tight and going back home late.. By the time I reach home, my whole body cannot take it anymore. In this 2 weeks, two times I fall sick because of lack of rest.

School's Out!!!! But then I made up my mind of working for the whole 3 weeks of my holidays. It's for the better of me also. Been doing this data entry and gosh, feel like sleeping. The whole day in front of the computer... Thought of going Wavehouse tomorrow but plan cancel due to some reasons. Dammit. And to these two people that is important in my life, plz do know me better. Just now went to a coffeeshop at Kaki Bukit and there's this guy full of tattoo around the age of 40s and got a big belly... He's abit crazy.. Acting one big gangster there. I think he depressed and he's crazy. Shout here and there, Thros few chairs. A moment he cry, a moment he act big f%*@. I'm with my dad. I'm facing the crazy guy. I stared at that guy and that big buffalo stare back and show me the face that I feel like whacking back but then my dad told me not to stare. But the guy didn't do anything. Got to admit, his face do look scary because he's in a crazy state. Next week on Monday will be going back to GVSS because was invited for barbeque. Will be there together with Nabil, Affan, Saravanan, Anwar and others. All those strong people... Hmm... What's more... I guess for now this is what I could think of.. Bye!

Hopefully, I could update regularly back.. =)

2009-12-02T22:59:00.003+08:00

Went to watch 2012 with baby just now. It was freaking awesome for me. I don't know why baby say it's nonsense. Maybe the ending part.. The cool part is that there are people survived during the doomsday. Style or wat. For me: 9/10.. The missing 1 is because I expect that everyone will die and had a sad ending....

It hurt me when you said to me that it is unfair.. I can't say anything but just keep quiet. I thought I was doing this for us. You or any one else could say, "You have your own life too and not just Liyana..." I would sacrifice anything for u. Right now, you are my life. Yes, I have my own life. I have you... And that's my life. Before you, there's nobody for me to love like this and nobody to love me like this. And as you know, I am alone without you.. There's nobody else for me except you. And that's why my attention is always towards you. If you feel that I shouldn't give my fullest attention to you, then I'm sorry... But I just couldn't help it.. You are my first ever true love and I want it to end only when we are gone from this world. I don't want anything to happen to us and I don't want our relationship to have lots of problems especially if it's the cause of other people. I'm afraid and not ready for you to go.. I'm weak whenever you're not around. When I want something for us, it's not because that I'm taking you all to myself and avoiding you from anyone else including your family but it's just that you are the only one that I could be with and get something that will make me happy.. I'm not selfish, I'm not unfair... I'm just in need of your time, attention, love, care... Decision is yours.. I cannot force you but the only thing I could do is just to tell you what I want and it's up to you.. Of course, it might disappoint me if I didn't get it and especially if you change our plans for someone else.. Honestly, I don't know how to even describe how I feel... But to summarise it, I am nobody without you and the only person for me and will always be with me is you... And whatever it is, I do love you.... And one last thing, I'm sorry.

2009-11-29T14:20:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I feel so insecure about our relationship... It's not you... It's about the people around you...

2009-11-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

A YEAR ANNI FOR ME AND LIYANA!!!

2009-11-26T17:42:00.002+08:00

Saturday (21/11):
Fetch baby from airport.. Was so happy to see her again. MISSED HER SO MUCH. She bought for me some stuff. Thank you baby. Appreciate it..

Sunday (22/11):
Woke up in the morning and find myself having a high temperature. The whole body weaken and my head spinning. Having blocked nose and cough.. Had religious class examination that day... Didn't went out on that day because I was so sick..

Monday (23/11):
My sickness getting worse.. Baby had prom night that day.. Went to fetch her from her house to Pasir Ris int because she planned to meet her friends there. I swear she's very beautiful.. Melts... Later that night went to sleep early because couldn't stand the headache.. The next morning I woke up, I receive msg from baby and Afiq saying that baby is the Prom Queen. Haha.. Unexpected.. But you deserve it, baby. Congratulations!

Tuesday (24/11):
Had Engineering Design that day.. Force myself to come to school despite the bad condition I am in because it was prototype on that day. Tried my best to stand the pain.. Baby was at East Coast Park with her friends.. Called her and and asked to fetch me from school after her gathering because I was too weak to move. So I just sat down at one corner watching silat training while waiting for baby. She reached school around 7.40pm.. Sat down with me for a while, send me to toilet as I vomit and accompany me went home.. Baby, it was sweet of you to be my side when I really need you..

Wednesday (25/11):
Didn't came to school. Took MC....

Thursday (26/11):
So today was Communication.. Had to interview strangers.. Stupid but fun.. Haha. Feeling much better now.. Good luck to Hanis (only certain people know why).. Went back early today. Too tired and just recover from fever. Skip silat training.. Tomorrow gonna help out in the slaughter.. AND AND!!! TOMORROW IS A YEAR ME AND LIYANA BEEN TOGETHER! woohoo! ages ago I thought this wouldn't be possible but you proven me wrong, baby. I love you!!!! Muackz!!!!

2009-11-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Tattoo for the day...

Today was boring at the start of the day but fun at the end of the day.. Cognitive today and it was damn boring. Maybe because of the mood and also it's Friday. After school, went back home and changed clothes and went back to school again to attend this Flame Award. But I reached there late so I could only join the dance. It was awesome! Dance around like idiots.

Tomorrow baby reached Singapore. Can't wait to meet her and hug her and give her a kiss.. I miss her so much...

2009-11-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

The 3rd day baby not by my side... Brighter side is that: Left 2 more days.

Today communication module. Had to walk from school all the way to Woodlands Int just to take pictures.. It was fun though doing an instruction booklet. Nothing much happen today. Only one thing that really made my day.. This:

Ajul Ginori & Kel Warren

VS

Fir Dragon & Afeeq Fanatic

Commentator: Nad!!!

This is what happen when we are bored after training...

2009-11-18T21:16:00.003+08:00

Today was Maths.. Lost focus at the start of the lesson but get the hang of it soon after. Good thing that I actually understood. Something made me very mad today but not going to tell the story here. Those who know, good la.. Those who don't know, it's for you to find out. After school, went for Dikir Barat training. Just a short while then went back home. My knee is bruising and damn it's pain. This is due to the sparring session. :S But I like... I don't why.. Ok2. Shuddup.

Can't sleep well yesterday because usually every night before went to sleep, I will talk to baby. When we want to sleep, we will exchange kiss and say good night to each other. But yesterday, I was alone.. The whole day been thinking of her and worrying about her well-being. Some may not understand what I feel. Some may say that I should get over it and not worry. But I do. I am worried. She is my girlfriend anyway... Once in a while, I will look at her picture.. Haish.. Tonight will be alone again.. Oh yes, she gave me ecards for today and yesterday and I'll be receiving it till her return. This she promised me. She planned everything long before she went off. I was touched. Although it shows that she still close to me but then it makes me miss her more. I miss you baby. Take care..

Okay.. One last thing to say before I end this post... To these some people, plz do control yourself and don't take advantage of me. When I'm quiet, doesn't mean I wouldn't do anything. And honestly, I'm not scared of you. Jgn sampai aku hentak kau..

Chiow people.. Take care yo!

2009-11-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day that baby went to Hong Kong. I felt like I don't want to part with her. I just want her to talk to me without hanging up. Because I know I'm gonna miss her voice and her company while she's gone. Just now she was talking to me on the phone and saying goodbye and all when suddenly the line cut.. I tried calling back but couldn't get through.. So that was the last moment I heard her voice before she go off.. I seriously miss her.. Although it's the first day, I feel like we've been away for a long time.

Just now silat training was painful... My knee was kicked.. My whole body aches.. Oh well. No Pain No Gain. Have to go through pain to upgrade ourselves.

baby, I hope you are okay there.. Muackz!

2009-11-16T23:08:00.004+08:00

Back posting!!!! Been leaving this blog for weeks! Normal reason: Tired and busy....

Gosh.... Baby going to Hong Kong tomorrow.. My heart feel very heavy to let her go. We never part like this.. Maybe even if we part, it's just a few stones throw away. But this... Gone far away with lost of connection. Couldn't know how's her condition there.. Couldn't call or msg to ask her.. Totally no contact.. Trying to tell myself that she'll be back very soon. But who don't miss his/her lover who will travel far away?? Worried about her and also happy for her that she's gonna have fun there.. She said she have surprises for me for the whole 5 days she's in Hong Kong.. Hmm... What could it be.. Will try to update every single day she's away...

All I can say that... Baby, do take care of yourself.. Go have fun and do think of me when you are there. Think of me before you went to sleep and think of me right after you wake up from your sleep because I'll be doing the same thing here. Don't you worry about me here. I'll be okay and I'll follow everything you ask me to do. I love you... And do miss me.. I'll be missing you...

Pictures taken just now..... Gonna miss you....

2009-10-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

2009-10-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 11 MONTHSARY BABY!!! TO US!!!! =)

2009-10-24T22:48:00.004+08:00

This week is a very tiring week for me. I don't why but I'm just feeling very tired the whole week. Too tired to even be in school but I still force myself to go to school. At least there's something for me to do. Can't give in too much on the condition that I'm in. Been active back in Silat. I realized how much I've left behind. Aiming to catch up back. Back on the track. Went for my stress-free therapy twice this week. What is it? Pool... That's where I usually hang out when really no mood and feeling very stress. Went there on Wednesday and Friday. Went with Priya and Hanis on Wednesday. Went with Apul on Friday. Had so much fun. And on Friday, saw alot of people that I know. Including someone that I don't expect to be there. Coincidently, met with Liyana's sis at the pool area. Was shocked actually but turn out okay. She's nice though. First time you know that I met her... Saw Dee, Lydia, Gaby, Amirah, Din and some other more yesterday. Liyana is studying her ass off already. She's very stress now. Her English paper is this Monday. Good luck baby. And to Fad, "aku masih dengan Liyana. Belum break lagi. Don't worry." Oh yes! On thursday, went to school using slippers and then when the faci grade me, he put a comment "Please do not wear slippers again". WTF! haha! Never came across a faci putting that type of comment. haha! Hmm.. What more to update... OOOHH yes.... Waiting for this Tuesday and Wednesday coz it's my 11th wif my gurl and also my 17th birthday. Like finally sia gonna be 17. Dont laugh peeps. Good to be young! haha. Ok guys... And girls... Good night!

To baby: Do your very best for your O Level. Will be with you no matter what. Love you syg!

2009-10-17T12:54:00.002+08:00

Nothing much really happens.. Only that I'm kind of worried for Liyana. Her science practical for O level is next week.. She's studying very hard for her O. Good girl.. Unlike me. But anyway, at least I did my very best. Even if I did it last minute. About school?? My class is awesome. They were fun. Not as bad as what I thought it will be. Only that, the feeling of studying is yet to be there. But I have no choice but to drag my feet from Pasir Ris to Woodlands. I've been skipping silat trainings due to clashes of schedules but hope so thta I could be active again. I want to train to my fullest for the IVP tournament. To this date, it's been 324 days that I've been in a relationship with Liyana. Such a delight. Time goes so fast. Felt like it was just yesterday that I met her.. 11 months coming on this 27th... And the next day will be my birthday.. Gosh.. 2 days straight. Will be looking forward for it. Alright peeps. Till here. Take care!!!

To all those taking O level, study hard and I wish you all, good luck!

2009-10-12T20:06:00.007+08:00

I think this thing have to come to a complete stop. Do u guys know about this website http://www.stomp.com.sg/? I seriously think it should be stopped! Not referring to all stompers... But there's some out there who have nothing better to do but to take picutres of others who were doing something and post it there claiming that they are disgusted or annoyed with whatever they are doing and all. In the first place, if you feel that way then don't even look at it the second time! Unless if you keep staring! I want to ask those who did this a question.. What's your purpose of posting all that? Name, Fame, Lesson for everyone????? All that are bullshit! You do that because you think you are already someone after taking some other people picture PRIVATELY and post it in a website CLEARLY WITHOUT BLURRING IT! Now who's the one who's acting immaturely? Let me touch on those youngsters who are the VICTIM of these BULLIES first. You go through teenage life after your childhood life and before you step into the adults life who WILL ACT MATURELY. Since when do teenage could be like adults? U asked them to grow up? It's their growing stage where they have to learn!!! Yes, I know some might say that by posting all this should make them learn their lesson. BUT! Do you think it works??? It hasn't! And worse! You people are pulling the name of the victims because you post pictures of the fellow people on the net! So you trying to put shame into them? What if I put your pictures kissing on the cheek with your partner and I took a picture and upload it and said that I was annoyed so that I have the reason to post? Is it stupid? Is it childish? Is it worth it? Do you feel ashamed and angry? Now.. This is a simple example. Let me give you more.. What if I took pictures of you stompers hugging each other and kissing the mouth and all sorts of that and then I post it into the Stomp. What do you feel?!?!?!?!?! Tell me! What do you feel!! Yes. I wouldn't say they did nothing wrong. They did. But you on the other hand doing something wrong too! Why do you talk bad about people when you yourself are bad.
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/what_bugs_me/265380/no_seats_
no_problem_ill _just_sit_on_boyfriends_thigh.html
Type the whole link above and got to it and tell me if whether it's wrong for the lady to sit on his boyfriend's thigh because she's tired standing and it's crowded where there might have no seats left. It's not like the lady grind on the boyfriend's thing. So is this wrong? Or is hust taht you people lived in your house without going out after a few years and shocked to see all this. But the funny thing is that. You people are not like that. Learn to be OPEN! I must say that some of the post is really good but not the extent till pictures were taken and share it with others and make a shame not only to the victim but to the whole family and those around him? Is it stupid? IT IS! To people out there, I will take this matter more seriously and I really hope that the website will be close down. It's for the benefit of everyone. Who's with me???? Or who's not???? Remember, this website is for interesting news and not for sabotaging people in which I can see that stompers (SOME NOT ALL) are using Stomp as a sabotaging website and putting shame and sort of bullying those weak ones who couldn't do anything more.

2009-10-10T00:35:00.002+08:00

W35C is getting more fun day by day. Hope this stays throughout the whole semester. This whole week feeling very tired. And right now I'm sick having a bad flu and a bad cough....

Receive a news from Liyana... She's going to Hong Kong for 5 days in November...... Don't know to be sad or not...

2009-10-06T22:07:00.003+08:00

NEWSFLASH!!!!!!

Earlier today, a big fire rage on at Masjid Kampung Siglap along Marine Parade Road near Victoria School.....

My parents intended to go to the mosque to pray there at around 1.50pm. Upon reaching there, smoke was seen at the ground level escaping from the doors. Some who were thought that it was just fogging been done around there. But then when my parents and the other onlookers looked up, they saw a thick smoke escaping. The smoke became thicker and thicker and more blacker. Some who were in the mosque had evacuated from the mosque. Flame started to be visible. My dad along with 3 other people, one of them was the Ustaz, then went into the mosque to see if whether there's other people trapped inside. My mum was outside of the mosque witnessing the the scene. Everybody outside were too surprised and don't even know what to do. Then, 2 of the 4 people (exclude my dad and the Ustaz) who went into the mosque ran out of the mosque together with some of the people who were inside. While they are running, a loud "bang" or explosive sound been heard. One of the running fellow was thrown when the explosion occur. My dad and the Ustaz were still inside. According to my dad, the Ustaz ran into the toilet to take cover whereas my dad were just turning his face away while the explosion happen which was just a few centimetres away. When he turned back after the explosion, he saw everything were destroyed right in front of his eyes. Luckily he wasn't inside the place where the explosion occurs. SCDF, police and those others who should be involved by the arrived. Roads have been blocked. Saw a video that my mum took (which I won't be posting due to something inside it) showing how the SCDF carry out their duty and I'm very impressed. Really inspire me. They were trying to find the water supply from different places but just couldn't. At last they used the one that is from Victoria School. Saw them running and doing their job with full urgency. Those staff of the mosque who just came back from their lunch looked at the scene with crushed heart. Some of them had left their car keys inside the mosque while they went out for lunch. The fire was believed to start from the bookshelves of the ladies prayer room at the second level which then spread on to the roof as well.

Sometimes, I just wish that I could be a fire fighter....

I do not own this video... Those who would like to see more of this, you might want to go to CNA website or could just watched any repeat telecast news.

2009-10-05T20:38:00.004+08:00

Relationship have it's up and down. Right now the relationship of me and Liyana really on the down side... Very bad... Sometimes I just wish I would be far far away till everything is back to normal. But I can't run away from problems.. Have to face it though.. Why! Why! Why! Why is this happening?!?! I don't blame u baby. I don't.. I don't even know who to blame. Me?? Maybe not too. Things that happening around us just waiting for either of us to give up with each other and throw away this relationship for good. Patience going very thin but must I give in to the situation? I have been very patient. Have been for a long time. Things just keep going wrong!! I could safely say that nobody knows how I really feel. I know you know, baby.. But I don't think so you know deeper into it. I don't want to elaborate alot about how I feels to you because I know that you are now in a state that needs alot of support and motivation for your O Level. But sometimes, I just have to let go abit on how I feels and the way I let it go will sometimes hurt your feelings because it had been there for a long time. Like I said, I never really blame you.. Nobody to be blame. Not even the fate. But just that right now......... our realtionship is at the bottom stage and let's fight this together. You and I..... I love you Liyana............ I really do...

2009-09-28T23:19:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went out with baby for Raya. Just 2 houses. Since only these two were the most important invitaion for the day. Haha. Especially the first one. Won't say whose house. Wanna know, find out. But for you people, the house might not be so important to you but it is for us. Why am I talking about houses? Ok2.. Woke up early in the morning yesterday to go to Cemetery with my parents. Went to a total of 6 cemetery. Including Liyana's mum. My mum helped to pour water and stuff. The cemetery is nice. When I looked at the cemetery place, it reminds me that death will strike me anytime no matter young or old, rich or poor, with high positioons or low... After visiting the cemetery, went to Jurong Point to eat. That's the reason why I'm late. Planned to go Raya at 2.30. But in the end at 4.30. Baby very pretty. Haha. Susah siol nak nampak dier pakai makeup. ;) Overall, I love the outing. First time wearing the same kind of clothes with the girl I love.

Love you baby....

*I just find myself tanned real badly nowadays.....*

2009-09-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 10 Months Anniversary! Wooohoo!!! Reached 10th months. Haha. Never been this long.. Love u Liyana. 2 more months and we're gonna get our ring. Waiting for that.

2009-09-26T12:10:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I blog.. Very tiring and busy. To forget the absence of Liyana since she's preparing for her O, I made a move to work. And that's what keeps me busy. Hari Raya is here but I don't feel the happiness of Hari Raya... Nvm.. Tomorrow is my 10th month anni.. =) At last it's double digit. To all my friends, forgive me for my past sins... bye.

Hey 4E4, when to go out???

2009-09-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

Been in alot of mood change. Just now was so damn pissed off even the slightest wrong thing could blow me up. But now too happy till can't just say anything but keep on smiling... Whatever happened to me.. Haha! Good night peeps!

Maybe I'm drunk too... =)

2009-09-13T14:00:00.003+08:00

"It has been a long time since we could agree with each other.." That's what Liyana just msg me....

Somehow, I agree on that.... I've been too egoistic and been a burden to you nowadays. Keep arguing... I'm sorry... I don't know what is happening to me also.. I always want things to go my way these days... I know.. but for the reason is that, it had never been following my way due to the situation and people around us. I'm frustrated but I guess I take it too far.. I know.. I know that I've been not been really supportive.. Anyway, the more I try to explain, things will get more complicated. But I'm sure I can be changed. Just balance your time please. I find that I will get lost without your presence. And that's why I need your attention always. Please.....

2009-09-08T22:37:00.002+08:00

Am I that bad that you have to look at me in a way that is negative to you? Have you seen me? Have you know me? Have you even talk to me? No you haven't. Did you know what I have sacrifice just for Liyana? Have you know that?? Did you know I was the one pushing her to study? Have you? Who was the one who keep scolding her for slacking? Who?! You or me? Have you tried to understand her? Have you seen the flaws of someone close to you first? Think! Tell me what did I do wrong? Again! Is it wrong just to get her attention? For you info, she don't chase me! We started as friends ONLY! We started loving each other when we were comfortable being together and trust each other. Maybe you do have rights over her. I don't know and I don't care. But you can't restrict her! It's her life for goodness sake. She need you but she need space! Know the difference? I'm a guy who will not be rude to elders and that's why I've never been rude enough to even talk to you and say all this. People who support her knows the real thing that is going on. But do you know? What do you know? Tell me. Bet that all you know is that I'm pulling her away from everything that will make her into a successful person. I'm not! Liyana, remember, in life there's always rejection. And with rejections, it makes us strong. And I'm sure all this rejections will pay off one day. Just be strong.

2009-09-08T10:48:00.002+08:00

IS IT SO HARD FOR ME JUST TO SPEND TIME WITH HER?
WHY IS THERE SO MUCH OBSTACLES?
YESTERDAY WAS GOING SO WELL BUT EVERYTHING CHANGE....
WHY IS IT SO HARD??
WHY THE SITUATION JUST DOESN'T LET US BE TOGETHER HAPPILY....

2009-09-03T21:56:00.003+08:00

Went out with Nazmi just now. Went to Tampines Safra play snooker. Met faci there. He just finish his fitness training. It was hard siao. Usually, I only play pool. The table is bigger and I don't what's about it but snooker is just harder. After that, went to Century Square to watch 'Where Got Ghost'. Very funny but full of suspense. And got this one scene that really frighten us. Till Nazmi jump from his seat. Lastly went to bazaar. Bought food and went back home. Just reach home. Fetch baby. She have motivational workshop till 9pm.

All I need is the time with you and attention. Lots of it. I know you are busy. Sorry if I over-react it but nowadays I just feel that I really need your company. I'm down with alot of thinking and stressness and to you only I turn to. I miss the days when we were really able to spend time together..... Even the last picture together were weeks ago.......

Missing the days.....

2009-08-29T12:27:00.001+08:00

Addicted to the song:

Two Is Better Than One

By: Boys Like Girls Ft. Taylor Swift

2009-08-27T18:20:00.005+08:00

My 9 months anniversary!

Just feel like writing something down.
Something about me and Liyana.

Dedicated to Liyana

I still remember those days when we were only just friends
Those days that we hide our feelings
Because we were afraid that if we confessed,
We'll lose each other.
Jealousy took over our emotions whenever either of us contact with another person
People around you keep trying to get your love with me witnessing all of that
Guys confessing to you that they love you
Guys talking to you with all their sweet words
And guys having high hope that they will get your love.
I was there witnessing all that
Hiding the feelings that at that time I wasn't sure if it was even right to feel that way.
You ever told me about you rejecting your best friends' love
And that really turn me down.
I just want to be not more that a best friend to you.
But as time pass by,
You gave me love and care,
That I never gotten it before from anyone besides family.
You made me to accept and know love from a girl.
You were there for me everytime.
I have no idea you too hiding the same feeling as me.
I thought I wasn't for you
I thought I wasn't meant for you
I thought I don't suit you.
I tried to put aside that feeling but I just can't.
When you ex calls you and talk to you till late at night,
I was fuming with anger and jealousy.
I just feel you have put me aside for him
And when you told me that he kept talking about the past,
I was being very patient.
I couldn't do anything because,
I don't know if I should do anything
I don't want to lose you because,
It's just the start of me feeling the greatness of love
Especially from a girl as gorgeous as you.
My friends keep telling me that I should just confess to you
They told me there's high chance that you too will love me
I was scared to confess
I don't want because it might ruin our relationship
I cherish every moment when I'm with you
Doing my best to get your love
Doing my best to make you happy being by my side
Doing my best to make you comfortable with me
I must say you really know how to impress a guy
There's one time when you go for an exhibition in M'sia for 3 days
I was feeling very down
There's nobody for me to talk to and laugh with
Nobody for me to say good night to
Wishing you'll be with me
Weird right for only friends?
But at that point of time, I really want to be very close to you
6 months passed of us being friends
Maybe let's just call it best friends.
After the 6 friendship months, we confessed
Such a delight when I know I wasn't the only one feeling the same thing
I was too happy to even control it.
2 months we stay as love but yet to be attached.
2 times I ask you for stead but you reject,
Saying you were unsure if you were ready or not.
But I told myself not to give up.
But when the third time I ask you, FINALLY
That's when from that date, 271108,
Marks our official date of our never-ending love
With some friend of us fail in their relationship, we still stand strong
And Liyana, I love you so much
And readers, all of you witness me saying this,

I LOVE LIYANA AND I WILL TAKE CARE OF HER WELL

Thank you readers for spending your time reading this

2009-08-23T16:34:00.002+08:00

Nowadays very tired with everything.. Work, School and all sorts for things. The stress level is seriously increasing... And gosh... Put on weight alot. Baby now keep pestering me to cut down whatever I eat and reduce my weight and continue to workout just like I used to. But I'm very tired now and no energy to do so... Yesterday 1st day of fasting. No comment about that. So far so good. Been into alot of thinking lately.. Alot of things and problems I'm thinking. But thanks to baby, she's always there.. Thanks... No mood to blog now. Maybe at night later? BYE2!

2009-08-15T23:39:00.002+08:00

Post due because was force by baby..................................

For the last 1 week, been very very busy and schedule were tight. Very tired. Very very tired. UT3 next week.. zzz.... For 3 weeks, a plan have been keep failing. But oh well.. There's always next week.. Yesterday had a slight quarrel twice with baby but nothing much. Everything solve and get it done and over with by the night itself. Today went out the whole day. Had to wake early in the morning because my younger brother, Amin, have his sports day. With family outside the whole day leaving baby alone at home. Sorry... Tomorrow is Amin and my younger sister birthday.. I can foresee that next week will be very tight for my schedule again. Gosh! Nvm. This is the step for a complete adult. =)

To baby, we are webcaming now so don't be sad2 ok... Love u... Muackz!

2009-08-08T12:41:00.003+08:00

What does it feel like going against the will of parents? It feels terrible. But I have to do it... I have to. For the good... I tried to gain your approval of what I'm doing. But I can't. Because you two won't. I have my own goal and I have my own principle. I will show you two what I'm capable of and that I can be just like you....

School have been boring... But still able to endure it. RP is not so bad actually. Release from the stress of doing projects. Baby have been very busy. Due to her O Level. I don't have anything else to say about what have happened for this one week. Everything happens in a routine. Nothing special. Today baby very busy. She have kenduri for her mother that have gone from her for the last 9 months or so.... Al-Fatehah..... Now I'm entertaining myself... Very bored.. Yesterday played pool with Naz, Mehk and Syai. Too bored so planned that. Happy playing yesterday.. Next week will be the last week of school and then Understanding Test 3(UT3). The last test for the semester. Then holiday for 5 weeks. Still planning what to do for that 5 weeks.

I'm miss spending time with baby... Very badly.............................

2009-08-02T12:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went for CPR (Cakap Pasal Remaja) with the topic "Cinta"(Love). It was fun the whole event. The host for that event was idiotic which makes the event filled with laughter. He's the DJ for Warna 94.2FM. Went there with baby and her friends and also Saiful. There's a special guest, Didicazli. He just came back from APM (Anugerah Planet Muzik) which was held at Indonesia. Saiful really grab some girls attention. Haha. But Saiful was so loyal to his girlfriend that he didn't entertain all this. Good boy.. End the whole thing around 11pm. Send baby home first(it was going to 12am already) before went back home with Saiful. Thanks eh apul tunggu aku. Reached home nearly 1am. Mum and Dad still awake. Saw mum in the kitchen cooking Maggie! haha! Macam mana tak naik badan! haha! Soon going to madrasah (religious class).. Baby never msg me. maybe she's still asleep... :(

Oh well peeps. Take care yaw! Bye!

2009-07-27T08:40:00.001+08:00

To me and Liyana: Happy 8 months anniversary!!!

2009-07-25T17:40:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really feel I should just walk away from my house and have my own independent life without any rejection from family. Why can't I get full support from even my own family??? Why do you guys always think of what you want and what you think??? How about my own way of life?! How about the plans for my own future? Must I always follow what family thinks or should I rebel for my own good? Dilemma! Why must problems always come which cause by my own family! Why must I always be sad and depressed that caused by my own family! Have it been not enough on whatever I did? Have I not put in trust to you people?! Am I just a human that just follow instructions instead of following my own plans? Why is it so hard to make you people understand me? Why is it so hard for you people to accept me as who I am now? Why is it so hard for you people to accept my own path? Tell me the fucking reason!!

2009-07-18T15:13:00.004+08:00

Last Friday, woke up late but was not late for school because dad send me. Told Naz to go to school first since I may not be able to get the bus that we usually took. That day was Maths module. Was clear for the starting part but after going for break and Friday Prayers, was blur... Try to understand what should be understood but still cannot. Haish. After school, waited for Naz for ard 45mins because his facilitator drag the class. We planned to go to Bugis. Went Bugis and go round and round. Bought something for myself but Naz didn't get what he wants. Got to say, that Friday was Naz bad day.. Let me state all his bad luck..
1. Early in the morning, he actually waited for me at the void deck but turn out my dad sending
me. He said to me he's in the bus actually but he isn't. Wanted to give me a surprise.
2. He was late for school
3. His faci was damn irritating and Naz get a stern warning to do work when he's actually doing it
4. His faci release him very late
5. At Bugis, he couldn't find his headband even after going round and round countless times
6. The machine for MRT standard ticket (GTM) just wouldn't responds to Naz. He touches the destination few times but still nothing. I helped him. The note he insert into the slot keep coming out back and I helped him on that too. He was pissed off with the machine that he said, Pilih Kasih btol!!" (favouritsm)
7. In the MRT, Naz keep talking but just after he stop talking, the train then stops.. The train had technical fault and we have to wait.
8. Thought he could find his headband at 77th street at Tamp Mall but didn't find it
9. While he was eating, all the food eg. sauce is all over his hand and whatever from his mouth, will come out back even how much he chew
10. He fell at the stairs.. -.-

Yesterday went to orchard with family. Okay.. Nothing much happen yesterday. Just with family. Baby wanted to go zoo.... ???? hahaha! Yar... She say she wanted to go zoo with me after her O level.

Now, I really really need income! I have to work and get money fast! My cash are flowing very very fast! Oh no!!!! Have the job for me already but I have to attend 2 days course first to know more about it as the job is about me making sales. Can say that I'm working as a salesman. I'm bored with school actually but I have to strengthen my spirit! And also.... I've made alot of mistakes to baby already... Sorry baby. I love you no matter what. For you I will do anything...

2009-07-16T22:19:00.010+08:00

AAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!! Did badly for programming UT just now, I think. It was difficult! I was like stunned and like cannot do it! Stare at it for a long time and slowly scroll down to see if there's any slot that I can fill in. Damn! Today module was science. It was kind of easy. But alot of scientific terms.... After UT went to meet baby. Meet her at her tuition place. We planned ot break our fast together. So went to Century Square to buy food. Meet my long lost "brother" coincidentally. Kau take care of yourself bro. After buying our food, we went to Coffee Bean to buy drinks. Baby bought Chocolate Ice Blend whereas I bought Mocha Ice Blend. Then went to a void deck to break our fast. Just nice the timing. By the time we reach there, time for us to break fast already. After eating, walked all the way to baby's house and send her home. Went home straight after that. And I''m feeling very very tired now. Tomorrow going out with Naz after school. Been saying about wanting to go out with me.... K then readers. Good night! Adios!

2009-07-15T21:29:00.008+08:00

Monday was Cognitive Module and we have to do 2 powerpoint. Damn! The first PPT was okay but when comes to the second PPT, alot was unsure already. Some already out of point and had to re-do. And oh yar! Monday was Chermaine's birthday and the class surprised her with a cake when we enter the class at the starting of the day. She was alone with the faci because the rest planned to meet up somewhere already. After school, Enterprise UT! The test was not too hard but not so easy also. After test, straight away went to meet baby to send her to tuition.

Tuesday..... Programming module.... BOREDOM! Or maybe I'm the one who is just too lazy already to be in school. Watched Madtv on youtube all the way and also help some for the PPT. Having Maths UT after school and I find that it's much more easier. Then after test, had silat. Finish training at 8 plus and sit around and talk crap. We are comparing the east side and west side of singapore.. stupid but funny... Baby had tuition that night. I looked at the time and I planned to give baby a surprise. Take 168 to Tampines and take cab immediately because scared that baby finished her tuition already. The taxi driver really clear my boredness in the taxi by talking and talking to me. Reached baby's tuition place and waited for her to come out. Once I saw baby, I then went to her and pull her by the side. Was supposed to hug her actually but forgotten. She was so shocked and keep smiling all the way. Gosh! I just love the smile on her face.. And I love it when i make her happy. She still never believe that I was there with her at that moment. See baby, I meet you because you keep saying about you missing me.

Today had Enterprise and the faci had changed. I like this faci also! He's cool! He's nice! He's the one who could entertain any nonsense just now. He releases us at 3! Wooohooo! After that, went to Eunos for briefing of my new job! Yes ar! Cannot elaborate the job here. Was fasting today... SO yar. Bought something on the way home and nothing else happen much till now. Alright guys. I gotta study now actually. Had programming test tomorrow. BYE!

I LOVE YOU LIYANA!!!!

2009-07-12T22:04:00.011+08:00

Now UT I have to study for my UT... For last week and next week, there will be UTs which force me to sit down and study.. Let's just don't touch on school. Friday went out with my classmates for barbeque at Shuana's place. It was nice.. Beautiful.. Had fun all. Sorry guys. But having headache now and so couldn't explain much... Played squash during during the barbeque. There's a court available there. Myfirst time playing and very difficult... Well... Let the pictures says all...

2009-07-08T21:12:00.004+08:00

Alright readers... This post will have few Malay wordings here and there and also vulgarities.. I just want to express out my feelings..

First... Why the fuck is my family falling apart now?! Well, not gonna publish anything about my family here. Too confidential. Only my loved ones will know. I am a guy who won't let anyone knows me well unless he/she get really close with me.

Second... Why the hell do you guys keep disturbing Liyana?! What the fuck is you guys problem?! You guys sit at the void deck near her house and everytime she walked pass, you fucking people disturb her. In the first place, do you even think that she will actually even look at you guys and adore you all? Do you guys think that way? Sial! Everytime I send her home, none of you guys even brave enough to disturb her. But when she's alone, you guys fucking irritate her and disturb her as if she's gonna look at you and admire you guys. Eh fuck! Muker mcm puki nenek korang lar sial. Korang pikir korang suker2 kacau mataer aku per sial. Korang takder bodek per! korang jantan jenis aper ar! Perangai lebih teruk dari binatang lar fuck! Eh sialan anjing, korang kalau nak bersemuka dengan aku ar puki! Korang nak rebut mataer aku, sini lar sial! Face to face dengan aku! Pikir funfair per sia kacau2 pompan orang padahal dah tau tu pompan tak nak orang macam korang. Salah! Korang bukan orang! Korang binatang sialan. Korang takder hidup per sia?! Tak abes2 kacau pompan orang! Takder hidup then gi mati sudah lar fuck! Lagi tenang hidup sumer orang. Korang pikir kelakar lar kan kacau2 pompan. Pastu cakap pompan aku sombong sumer... Dier bobal dengan aku kat hp abeh korang kacau2 kata pompan aku step bobal kathp. Eh sial! Kalau dier step bobal pun, menyusahkan korang per?! Muker korang pun dier tak akan hadap lar! Daripada korang kacau pompan aku, korang maen mak korang sendiri sudah lar sial! Korang kalau nak sangat pompan aku, bersemuka ar dengan aku! Perangai kalau dah teruk mcm anjing sial, memang susah nak diajar. Korang gi alik rumah, gi layan pepek mak korang. Korang belum tau aku saper lagi lar sial! Belum kenal! Aku tengah perhatikan korang... Jangan sampai aku gi saner, satu2 nyer muka aku rembat. Gi jalan ar!

2009-07-04T23:37:00.004+08:00

Had a bad dream.. Was away for operation in which I know I will die in the process of the operation. Wrote a letter to baby saying I will die and leave this world and told her to take care and remember me always.. Then i woke up... I think back of the dream. It was sad. Looked at the time and it was 11am... I then remembered that I have to meet baby. Was like rushed abit because I was thinking I was late. Meet baby for the main reason... Buy her milk tea. haha! She crave for one. So just have to follow it. Went to central and Loyang Point and I also bought for myself a chocolate and marshmallow to eat at home. Just imagine the deliciousness of marshmallow with melted chocolate. After buying her stuff and mine, I went home and baby went back to school to do her Malay Dancers hair as they have performance at Tamp One in the evening. At home was very boring. Seriously... No mood to study also. Watched video on youtube all the way. And also found this video where the song is very nice. It's malay song.. Sorry for the non-malay. And I also found this video. Very funny. Was laughing all the way... The lady thought this prankster was her son. So yar... The prank just got ruined by a blur lady. K guys. Enjoy!

2009-07-03T22:39:00.006+08:00

E-learning sucks! School start yesterday. The smell is different. I don't know why. Usual thing happens in school. Just solving problem... Met baby tuesday. Was happy but it was just a while. Meet her all the way from tuesday till today. Yesterday meet baby after school. Actually it's more to like during school time. So yar. You guys figure out what i mean. Just now Maths was quite interesting. But it was a boredom when presentation starts. After school meet baby for movie date. And i really mean AFTER SCHOOL.. Watched Transformers and i love it.. Was shivering the whole time in the cinema room. And also was holding back my pee.... Baby gave me something she bought for me when she went out with her friends last week. How sweet and thoughtful of her. haha! I am still feeling sick but it's on off type of sickness. Baby just told me through MSN she want Milk Tea. Gosh! haha! k nvm. Niwae, gonna eat now so till here guys. I love you Liyana. Only me.....

Baby bought for me this. =)

2009-06-29T22:08:00.004+08:00

I'm missing baby so much!!!!

By the way, RP had reached 49 cases of H1N1.... Haish.. I really want to go to school.. Rotting at home and never see baby...

2009-06-27T22:26:00.002+08:00

I'm rotting at home!!! Gosh! For a week I never went out of house! And for a week, the dizziness is there! I miss baby so much! Miss her!!! I wanna see baby now! But i can't... Stupid sickness! Haish. Today our 7 months anni. And we never went out to meet. Haish... So sad.. Oh well, hopefully next week I could meet baby. Just now the news came out that today another 89 H1N1 cases and that makes the total of 454 cases! And 10 from it is from Republic Poly! The largest cluster! Damn school! Make life so hard for students.. Haish.. Been very down these days. No mood most of the time. I miss baby....

2009-06-24T23:09:00.003+08:00

Was having a high fever from Sunday night.. Monday morning went to the doctor. Didn't go to school. The waiting time is so long! Doctor told me not to go out from the house for minimum 3 days and if my fever still carry on, I have to do blood test. The medicine given to me was alot and worse, I took it at different timing instead of at the same time. So this means, after an hour or two, must eat another medicine. Gosh! Baby was worried sick. She keep asking me my temperature. Everyone was thinking I'm gonna get the H1N1. No way! I'm gonna fight my sickness. Fever didn't go down till this morning. For this 3 days, I have been resting and eating medicine. No life! Just now, when news of RP having H1N1 case were in the radio, my parents was like telling me that if I went to the doctor again for checkup, he might suspect me already. First feeling: ANGRY. Why everyone keep linking me with that stupid virus. Do you all really want me to get it? But after I think hard, precautions have to be made to avoid any unnecessary problem. Now, my temperatur goes down but the headache still there. Was swaying abit when walking. And just got a message from RP just now that students are not to come school till next wednesday. Wow! And NO!!! This means that all lessons must be done individually. Shit! K then. Just pray for my health alright people. Hopefully I recover really soon.....

2009-06-21T21:57:00.008+08:00

Woah. One week plus didn't post. Been busy and very tired now and that's why no mood and energy to update. School starts back last week. Lessons becoming such a boredom to me. Gosh! 9 more weeks till the 5 weeks holidays! Me and baby still standing strong for sure. Hmm.. Actually nothing much really happens in school and my relationship. Although there are soemthing happens but just a minor thing. And Shahfiq had been missing for the whole week. Hope he's okay. Yesterday went out to D'Marquee to watch the Exist show. (Malay band who I fav because of the jiwang-ness). I've included the music video of them and I have some pics taken yesterday. The one in white is Mamat and the one with specs is Ezad. I'm having fever now! very bad fever. Feel like dying. Have to be strong! K guys! Wait for me in the next post!

And baby, I love you no matter what!

2009-06-12T21:20:00.011+08:00

Yesterday was supposed to meet baby at 11am after her school. Was sleeping then suddenly heard phone ringing and it was baby. She gave a miss call. Was so shocked that it was exactly at 11. Gosh! Was rushing... Baby asked me to eat breakfast first while she wait for me at the void deck. So yes, follow what baby says and also packed her something also for her to eat. Was so so sorry for waking up late. Haha. We just spend time together doing stupid things. Lots of stupid pictures were taken but sorry guys... Can't share it here. Those above are some that not so stupid. Had to part at around 3.15pm because I got to go to school for my silat training. Send her to bus stop first.. Then went to wait for my bus. Luckily Afiq made up his mind to accompany me to go training. He was too bored and rotting at home. Thats why. Yesterday training was abit relax because last weekend they had tournament and this coming weekend, which is tomorrow and sunday, they had their semi-final. Congratulations to all RP Selatra fighters! Tomorrow going to NTU and have to reach school at 12.30pm. Just best of luck to all fighter! Go Silat warriors! And to Afiq, just be patient and don't let that girl easily melt your heart and take advantage of you....

Syai=with cap

Lam=with specs

Naz=black shirt

Me=yellow whirt(obviously....)

Woke up early and cannot sleep again. So I just lie down stare at the ceiling and just move around. Then baby message me "gd morning". Was happy for some reason. Just now went for Friday Prayers with Nazmi. He woke up late... So wait for him and meet at around 12.45pm.. The weather is so damn hot! Even yesterday also the same went I went to school back. These days, the Earth are burning and burning even more. Even at night, its hot.. Me and Naz then planned to go to play pool at Ehub. We asked Syai and Lam whether they want to join or not and as we expected, they wanted to. Haha! Especially Lam... Planned to meet them at 3.. I followed Nazmi to Central to buy food for his mom and followed him back to his house. Was supposed to wait him at the void deck but was thirsty and thought there's a minimart at the block beside his.

While walking I heard a bell.. (Alright ladies and gentleman, this is where my heroic act starts!!!) At first I thought it was Ice Cream seller ringing his bell. But it continously ringing without stop. So I followed the sound and it comes from one of the lift at the block beside Naz block. It stated at the display,"Passengers trapped. Please call rescue". I was damn shocked! But I thought it's a fake alarm then I walked a few steps then I stop. What if it's true? So i went back to the lift and looked at which level it stucked. It shows Level 4. Then called the hotline (1800-275-5555) that had been displayed. The operator then say that the technician will be on the way. I then ran up the stairs to Level 4. Don't dare to take another lift that is working. Scared if later that lift will be stucked too! I was expecting there will be somebody who was already at Level 4 to help anybody that was stucked. Nobody! I looked inside the lift. Saw the lift but cannot see through the window inside. So it must be stucked in between of either level 4 and 5 or level 4 and 3.... Went up to Level 5 and yes, the lift is stucked in between level 4 and 5. Good prediction. Hehe! Went back down to level 4. Knocked on the door of the lift. Then heard knocking back. So this prove that there are really someone stucked inside. I tried my best to help because I'm worried if it's a child that is stucked inside. Then I knocked again and heard the knock again from inside. Looked up abit to see if whether I can peeked through the internal window of the lift to see who's inside. The person was also actually peeking down to see who's outside. I saw a young boy inside knocking to me. He still rang the bell. Then suddenly saw another person behind the boy. Cannot see clearly. The boy really panicked inside. Luckily there's lights inside. I shouted at him to wait while giving the hand signal. By then a malay lady came out from her house to see what happen. And she also tried to calm the boy down by showing the wait hand sign. Nazmi then called me and asked me where am I. I said that I'm at Level 4 at the block next to his block. Said that somebody stucked inside the lift. He really didnt believe me saying not to joke around. I have to swear and swear alot of times then he believe, He then went up to Level 4 and saw me with the lift stucked. He then 100% believe me. The technician finally came and he fixed the fault. Came out a young Chinese boy and an Indonesian maid. The maid's eyes were swollen due to excessive crying. It's obvious. But I think she stopped crying after I knocked on the door signalling that there's someone outside who knows they are stucked. Pity them. So yar. I've done a heroic act today. Woohooo!!!

Me and Naz then went our way to the bus stop to go to Ehub. We planned to go to 7 Eleven to buy drink. While walking, I asked Naz why he didnt believe me just now. He said usually I loved to prank him and he don't want to went up to Level 4 but there's nothing. haish.... Then me and Naz was like cracking a joke that what if we were stucked inside the lift at 12am and it's in between 2 level and the light goes off. Then behind our back somebody said to us,"Sorang jer bang......?"(All alone......?) haha!

Outside 7 Eleven saw a standing poster on the floor. Did another good deed to make it stand again. Haha! I love doing good deed! haha! Bought a Big Gulp for myself due to the weather. Reached the bus stop and waited for the bus. Bus no. 12 came and wanted to board the bus when the bus driver stopped me and showing the signal that I cannot board and showed the Big Gulp I was holding. Stupid driver! Wearing a sunglass and without even uttering a word. Acting cool.. Poof.... So had to finished up the drink ASAP we won't want to miss the next bus due to the drink again. My stomach was full with Ice Lemon Tea. Meet Rusyaidi while walking to the place we were supposed to meet. We were actually planning something to trick Syai but then suddenly we heard "Oi!" behind us. We turn and was shocked that Syai was actually walking behind us. Haha! The three of us waited Lam outside inside the arcade. Sit down beside this boy playing soccer and we really pressurize him when he played the game. Whenever he miss a goal, we will be like showing the disappointment sound. Haha! Meer Lam and the went inside the pool area and played for 2 hours. Had so much laughter with them till even cannot hit the ball properly due to excessive laughter. Took some pictures but not much pictures of me since I'm the photographer....^.^ After playing, went to KFC to buy some food and went to this area beside D-Marquee. Sat down there and Syai took out his Poker Card and we played there. We played till 7pm just sitting there like uncivilised people. Haha! Some uncles walked past and comment abit. Not the negative part. An uncle with his children walked past and asked the children if they want to join. haha! supportive uncle... Another uncle said we like mini Integrated Resort(IR). Haha! Naz went back home first while the other three walked abit slow as we are not catching up with the time.

While walking, saw this performance by 3+1 stupid "outerspace people".. You shall know what's with the +1 by looking at the video below. The performance was so stupid but yet funny. Took a video only one of the performance as the noise there was loud. They skipped here and there and dance here and there and jumped here and there... And there's this 1 black person... He was actually a guy!!! I thought it was a girl but Syai and Lam told me it's a guy.. Syai was like,"Kau tak nampak ke? Tu orang maner ader tetek.. Flat sia.." (Can't you see? That person have no breast.. Flat chested..) I was like Oh Yar! haha! After finding the show very stupid, we then went back home. So yes. Thats it. Wow! My post this time is so long! K then guys.. BYE BYE!!!

P.S. I love you baby!!! Muackz!

2009-06-10T15:00:00.002+08:00

On Monday, dad went to Umrah. Send him to airport. Waited there for him to go inside from 10.30 am to 12pm. Take care dad.. After that went to meet baby to accompany her study at the nearest Resident Corner. Bought for me mac to eat there as I havent eat yet. After that, went to meet Nabil, Afiq, Hussein and Rush to go back to GVSS for NCC unit camp. just come down to see how NCC had been doing. And honestly, it didn't turn out well. It drop... Very sad. What the hell happen to it. It's way different now. Lots of stories and complaints I've heard. Haish... Oh well. Now it's the people who are in charge that must settle all this. No more me. Yesterday morning accompany mum to shentonway to settle some stuff. Took MRT to raffles place. With full confidence, we went to the way that we thought the building we going to were. Finally we are lost. We go round and round the same place for an hour. Asked people there and they also blur. It's the International Factors Building. Was tired and weak... I then suddenly remembered about the customer sevice at the MRT station. Went there and asked them and the person there guided us by the map they have. The way to get there was so easy! If only we asked earlier! Took MRT again to tampines whereas mum dropped off at Eunos. Meet baby. Bought tickets for Monster vs Aliens 3D and then went to Parkway Parade. Had our lunch there and go round and round and at the same time baby want to find something. Play arcade for a while. Haha. Baby fed up when she play the car racing game. Haha. Back behind ver very far. Had to wait for her to make her happy. We went back to tampines mall to watch the movie. And I enjoy it! First time watching 3D show and the graphics was nice. Much more funnier than Night At The Museum 2. After the movie we ate at Burger King for our dinner. Then we went home. I was really really tired. Later at night, my auntie told me to follow her to Woodlands to send the helicopter she bought for repair. Woodlands?! haha. Quite restless when heard that. Meet her at 11 just now at Woodlands interchange. So now I just got home from Woodlands. Phew... Very tiring. And damn! Next week school already.. Can the holiday dragged a little bit longer? Haish...

2009-06-06T22:24:00.002+08:00

Woohoo! today renew my contract and got myself a new hp! didn't know why i take LG. usually i will prefer Nokia. maybe because it's style when i saw this phone. was in dilemma on whether to choose touch screen phone or keypad. get the opinions from mum n the person who was attending me. both say better to get keypad as for touch phone, it's very troublesome. sp yar. follow their advice. anyway, my phone is semi-touch phone... so not bad. today baby have to help out her malay dancers for family day. pity her from morning till afternoon. we have been sleeping late these days. and today, baby very sad for some reasons......

2009-06-05T21:21:00.002+08:00

lots of things in my mind. alot.... don't know how to describe it. but it's sad to think what I think. Been very down nowadays. Not emo but just feeling sad. oh well... today went to watch Night At The Museum 2 with baby. thought i will be hilarious throughout the show but to me.... nothing good about it. only certain part that is funny but there's part that feel like sleeping. i like the Kamundra... i think thats how it is spelled. k.. no mood to blog.

2009-06-02T20:06:00.007+08:00

Came across this while on the net....

Just a random pic. of me

Yesterday baby have her MT 'O' level paper. Send her to school early in the morning when actually I can still sleep that time. Baby want breakfast so brought for her. Fetched her also. Oh well.. nothing much actually. Today was boring also. Baby went to watched Terminator with her aunt and me.... still wanting to watch. Baby told me to watch it with her as she want to watch again. Pfft.... Seriously.. I'M BORED!!!

2009-05-31T16:40:00.001+08:00

Patience is key.....

2009-05-30T13:51:00.002+08:00

First of all, UT was unpredictable. Seriously.... Don't know whether to say it easy or hard. Oh well.. Just wait for the results. Yesterday went out with Shahfiq, Rasheed, Hanafi, Godric, Wen Hao, Syahmi, Afiq, Wei Cheng, Shuana and Sumita after school. Planned to go watched a movie or something. But end up we went to Godric house. Had fun there. His house was cool. As though you could spend hours and hours there. The boys played Wii. Damn noisy. Play bunny thingy and wrestling. I like the wrestling best. haha! Godric had the drinks came out. And yar... BUT! I didn't drink. Thanks to Hanafi. Didn't allow me to. And I think of baby. HEHE... Didn't stay up too late. Went back home first with Rasheed and Shahfiq. And yes, Hanafi going to NS and he's leaving school. Take care dude. Till here. BYE!

2009-05-27T22:18:00.001+08:00

OUR 6 MONTHSARY!!!!! I love my baby Liyana alot!

2009-05-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

Lazy to update but baby force me to. Oh well, before she do something to me, better just follow what she want. haha! For the whole week, nothing really happens in school and thats the reason to why don't want to update because my post will be just little little post. Lets skip from tues to thurs... Lets just start on yesterday, friday... Oh wait! just touched on wednesday for a while. It was my cognitive processes and problem solving module Understanding Test(UT). It was quite easy but couldn't say how easy it is so soon. Yesterday was Maths and guess what! It ws fun! I understand and having fun learning! haha! It's a joke or what. Maybe because in my team there's Hui Ying. She really a good team member. She hype the team. She taught me about using excel to make graphs and explain to me the problem statement and what should we do. Thanks Hui Ying! haha. The Chilli Padi! Supposed to have science UT yesterday but was cancelled as the UT client where we do the test online was down. So yar. Meet baby and send her to tuition. I like yesterday. haha! And today I didn't go for Silat training. My friends won't be going so what's the point of going. So the whole day at home with my laptop accompanying me. K then.. till here.. Wanna talk with baby on the phone now. Take care guys!

2009-05-18T22:40:00.010+08:00

Baby think i'm him... haha...

Today was a very happy and on of the best day for me. Today's module wasn't that bad. It's cognitive thingy with the topic on education. Did quite well for the presentation from my point of view. Congrats peeps. Today was supposed to attend a programming class after school but didn't turn up. Hehe. Haiyoh this Syahmi. U really make me feel bad for a while. U said,' Never mind. I'm used to getting busted...'... In the first place, I didn't even know it is today. Oh well.. Went to meet baby. Gosh! It's a long time since we spent our day together like how we spend out time today. Today we went strolling here and there and sat down and have talks between us. For example to update each other on anything that we didn't tell for the past few days and also to express out what we feel this past few days.. We remembered back the memories that have happened in the past especially when we were friends and trying to get the attention and love from each other. hehe. Oh2! We went to eat at KFC before went for strolling and the picture you see up there( the one with a heart shape made from chilli sauce), is what I did for baby. hehe. Nothing better to do. But sweet right? haha. Next week is my 6 months! yee-haw! We really spend the time well. Been a very long time. Usually we will rush here and there and went back home whenever we meet. Partly because baby is sitting for O level this year. Peeps reading this.. Just wish her good luck. hehe. Oh yes. Baby say I am like the blue monster in Monster Inc. She says i am fierce but at the same time I am a really sweet person. Hehe. Aww... Sang for baby a song. HAHA!! Confirm baby is smiling by now when she reads this. All this is our memories baby.. Memories for later time when we grow up and get married. Hopefully if God willing. I loveyou baby and to people out there who support our relationship and always there for us, THANKS ALOT!!!! Me and baby appreciate you guys....

2009-05-17T23:17:00.003+08:00

Friday was maths and yes!, i understand what the hell the facilitator is talking about. I get what he taught us and it's quite easy but just need practice. oh well, after school, fetch baby from tuition and just spend some time with her as she need to go back to study.. Actually nothing much to post. Yesterday and today didnt have much activity. Quite boring though. Anyway, I love you baby... okay. thats random. But who cares! It's my blog ok!!!

2009-05-13T22:13:00.003+08:00

Was crazy yesterday and we took pics and video.. was damn crazy!!! love u guys! can't believe we manage to unite in a short period of time. haha! enjoy the pics and this one video. crazy people...... oh2! and rasheed, my gf say u kinda cute. haha! but3! she say i'm still cuter than you! huahuahua!!!!!

mainly in the pic is Shuana, Suzlynn, Rasheed, Chermaine and Jian

Yang.......

Crazy...... plain crazy......

2009-05-10T18:13:00.002+08:00

People out there... have fun with your mum. celebrate Mother's Day... No Mother's Day for me actually... but oh well... love you Ibu...

2009-05-10T17:29:00.001+08:00

she's cute!!! hahaha.... :)

2009-05-09T13:32:00.002+08:00

pissed of with someone at the starting of the day already.. whatever i did for you always never been realised and she only think that i was the one pulling you away from studies and family. but how about her?! she plays a part too! she say this and that about me, but hello! come on! who's at fault here! i've done my best to do what i have to do. you don't want to listen and in the end, always me me me! either from you or that person. never mind. because of love.... because of love, anything will be fine for me........

2009-05-08T21:37:00.004+08:00

pic. of me and syahmi chatting.. we were actually sitting just in front of each other. nothing better to do.. we were at white sands mac.

shit! shit! shit! today damn terrible day! very very terrible! imagine this.. i know nuts about maths and today lesson is maths in which i have no idea what the hell is the topic about.. the graph needed is damn stupid for me. nobody were there to guide me. even if there are, i won't understand. i suck big time at maths. Suzlynn was in the same state of mind as me. We were rather slow. Yao Hui SEEMS to understand but he can't explain and thats one of the problem too. Shuana went back home early as she was sick. So left 3 people. Get well soon Shuana. don't want to elaborate more on why my team is like this. but all i can say is that it is due to depending too much on someone else. but WTF! who else to depend on?!?! shit ar! when time for presentation... GOD!!!!!! was very blur and lost... suddenly my mind was blank and everything seems so weird... tried to explain but when facilitator asked a question, i was trying hard to find out the answer. since i suck in maths, i just goes on whatever i think it's right which have proven that whatever i think is right on maths, chances are that it is wrong. Suzlynn do tried to help but like i said, she was also not really sure about this. Yao hui.... Don't know what to describe but do improve on your way of presenting and talking. please..... it will help yourself and others alot. was kinda fed up after that throughout the whole lesson.. very pissed off. i knew very well that we can do way better than just now just like the past few weeks. Ghim Peng!!! We need you back badly!!! we need you to explain and make us understand! and anyway, thanks to my friends who actually cheer me up...

Suzlynn - sorry about just now and the way i present... i failed as a leader actually. Thought could do a good job but in the end... haish....

Hanafi - thanks for the help for trying to give me answers and solutions on how to answer or present.

Chermaine - you always the one who will tell me not to stress anymore. appreciate it alot. thanks to u also.

Syahmi - thanks for hanging out with me just now to release my stress. quite fun hanging out with you.

btw, we kinda have a family link in the classroom already... nvm.. lazy to talk more alrdy. tata.

2009-05-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?! I've been in bad mood and short-tempered nowadays. I get pissed off easily. Even with a simple little thing. And the worst part is that, the person that I love very much always get scolding from me when sometimes it doesn't even get into the head about the reason I scold her. Baby, I'm very sorry. I don't know why I'm like this. I realize what I'm doing but... *sigh*.. I know you are hurt and keeping it and not saying it out to me. I know how you feel. But like I said, I don't know why am I like this. Maybe because I'm very tired now. haish.... i'm very sorry...

2009-05-01T17:46:00.004+08:00

One thing about this week.. it sucks!!!! except for monday which is my 5 monthsary.. it was boring from monday to thursday modules. and today, i don't know why, i feel so easily bad mood. short-tempered.. and the heat is making my head spin. argh!!!

2009-04-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 5 MONTHSARY!!!!!!!

2009-04-26T20:53:00.003+08:00

today nothing much to do. rent movies and watch it. one of the movies was Ong Bak 2. nice sia he fight. actually thats about it. baby don't want to study.. so yar, nag at her for a while and good she listen to me. haha. k lar guys. thats about it. had a headache and tomorrow school!!! haha. bye.

2009-04-25T13:52:00.003+08:00

Thursday was Mathematics. Very confusing. Have to solve equations in just like what, 30 seconds? But as my team try and try, we got it. We manage to do it. Theres a pattern actually. We had an inter-team competition. We we lacking behind. But suddenly, we shoot our points all the way. And we won!!!! Don't get any prise though but we had fun and learnt something. Yesterday was Cognitive Process and Problem Solving 1.. Kabaddi! Kabaddi! Kabaddi! haha. The facilitator gave us this video and assign all teams to elaborate what sport are they playing and how they play it. The game called Kabaddi. To people out there who didn't know what is that, go search the video. Its a great game! But overall, it wasnt an interest to me. At lunch, went for Friday Prayers. Went with Hanafi, Shahfiq and Rasheed. Went to mosque by Hanafi's car! Scary sia the way he drive. My team members do the presentation that need to be done for the 3rd meeting while i'm not around. Thanks guys!! After school, meet baby. Sit around for a while. Went to Tamp Int to replace her Ez-link card and then went to Tamp Mall to buy her sushi and famous amos. Wow! Its very fast that its already Saturday today. Didn't even feel it. ~Take care guys~

P.S. I love you baby and thank you.....