Loving my Liyana...

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haish... when i want something je... kene mrh... ok fine.. this is you... the original you... but then, is it wrong to just try out something new or do something diff? bkn nye for anybody else. for me! i'm rushing? for goodness sake, i'm not! when i want something, means i'm hoping for it... so when i hope for it, i will ask for it for a few times.. but i didn't really expect it to happen that very moment.. when there's explaination, i will accept... but the thing is, just now u nvr explain, and i don't even know anything... but when u explain, did i continue? no! but u? u the one who keep continue! pujuk u??? how to? tell me.... u make i bingit more, how to pujuk? look at other ppl then want u to be lyk them? i dun want u to be lyk them... u is u... not anyone else... but i get ideas from them and i try to c if whether it suit u... so i SUGGEST it.... and there u r keep getting the wrong idea.... repeatedly... nonstop.. topic finish, but still saying this type of things. saper tk sakit hati when u say i can go to other girls and i can luper u and u merendahkan diri u sendiri and u say i tk appreciate and say i pikir u tk lawa and all... saper yg tk sakit hati???? i am! when i say abit, u get the message all wrong and it's my fault.... k fine.. it's my fault to start the arguement. but then i tried to stop it.. did it work? no because u keep saying nonsense. i don't know what else to say anymore to u....

Loving Liyana Baby Forever... ,6:22 PM.

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Our relationship is going like this for now...
But it will soon hike up back...
Hopefully...........................

Loving Liyana Baby Forever... ,11:45 PM.

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Today marks the 13 months of our relationships

Haiyoh... Everytime ader2 jer reasons nye. naek bingit......

Loving Liyana Baby Forever... ,11:16 PM.

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Okay people!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry peeps for not updating for a long time.. Seriously, my schedule have been very tight and going back home late.. By the time I reach home, my whole body cannot take it anymore. In this 2 weeks, two times I fall sick because of lack of rest.

School's Out!!!! But then I made up my mind of working for the whole 3 weeks of my holidays. It's for the better of me also. Been doing this data entry and gosh, feel like sleeping. The whole day in front of the computer... Thought of going Wavehouse tomorrow but plan cancel due to some reasons. Dammit. And to these two people that is important in my life, plz do know me better. Just now went to a coffeeshop at Kaki Bukit and there's this guy full of tattoo around the age of 40s and got a big belly... He's abit crazy.. Acting one big gangster there. I think he depressed and he's crazy. Shout here and there, Thros few chairs. A moment he cry, a moment he act big f%*@. I'm with my dad. I'm facing the crazy guy. I stared at that guy and that big buffalo stare back and show me the face that I feel like whacking back but then my dad told me not to stare. But the guy didn't do anything. Got to admit, his face do look scary because he's in a crazy state. Next week on Monday will be going back to GVSS because was invited for barbeque. Will be there together with Nabil, Affan, Saravanan, Anwar and others. All those strong people... Hmm... What's more... I guess for now this is what I could think of.. Bye!

Hopefully, I could update regularly back.. =)

Loving Liyana Baby Forever... ,8:35 PM.

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Went to watch 2012 with baby just now. It was freaking awesome for me. I don't know why baby say it's nonsense. Maybe the ending part.. The cool part is that there are people survived during the doomsday. Style or wat. For me: 9/10.. The missing 1 is because I expect that everyone will die and had a sad ending....

It hurt me when you said to me that it is unfair.. I can't say anything but just keep quiet. I thought I was doing this for us. You or any one else could say, "You have your own life too and not just Liyana..." I would sacrifice anything for u. Right now, you are my life. Yes, I have my own life. I have you... And that's my life. Before you, there's nobody for me to love like this and nobody to love me like this. And as you know, I am alone without you.. There's nobody else for me except you. And that's why my attention is always towards you. If you feel that I shouldn't give my fullest attention to you, then I'm sorry... But I just couldn't help it.. You are my first ever true love and I want it to end only when we are gone from this world. I don't want anything to happen to us and I don't want our relationship to have lots of problems especially if it's the cause of other people. I'm afraid and not ready for you to go.. I'm weak whenever you're not around. When I want something for us, it's not because that I'm taking you all to myself and avoiding you from anyone else including your family but it's just that you are the only one that I could be with and get something that will make me happy.. I'm not selfish, I'm not unfair... I'm just in need of your time, attention, love, care... Decision is yours.. I cannot force you but the only thing I could do is just to tell you what I want and it's up to you.. Of course, it might disappoint me if I didn't get it and especially if you change our plans for someone else.. Honestly, I don't know how to even describe how I feel... But to summarise it, I am nobody without you and the only person for me and will always be with me is you... And whatever it is, I do love you.... And one last thing, I'm sorry.

Loving Liyana Baby Forever... ,10:59 PM.

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Sometimes, I feel so insecure about our relationship... It's not you... It's about the people around you...

Loving Liyana Baby Forever... ,2:20 PM.

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A YEAR ANNI FOR ME AND LIYANA!!!

Loving Liyana Baby Forever... ,12:00 AM.